Strolling in my Pyschedelic Shoes...10/29

I decided today that I need more discipline in my life. An the quickest and easiest way to accomplish this is to get a job. It might not seem logical, because I would just have less time to do homework and chores, but I think that if I DON'T have all the extra time to dilly-dally around. So this is my goal for next week: apply to as many places as I can. So if you know of any job openings anywhere it would serious sweet sauce if you could get ahold of me. :)

Today was a good thought provoking day with much reminiscing and musing. Today I reviewed my vision, for lack of a better word, of who I see in the future, or should I say who I want to be. I really thought long and hard on this and afterwards I was pleased. I said to myself "that will be good. That is everything realistic that I see myself doing and being." but then I was shrouded with disappointment when I analyzed my life now and compared it to my vision and they were two very different tangents. So I planned, in my head yet to be put on paper, my life reformation. It makes me very happy inside and I know it's going to difficult but all I will say is that j hope, sincerely hope, that I don't foozle it.

Today was one of those daydreamy days. Almost every time I daydream I think of sailing. Not boating, sailing. It seems that ever since I went on my uncle Mark's sailboat I have not been able to drop the fascination. I'm to the point where I draw sailboats on lots of my assignments and I even carved one my pumpkin for Halloween! Hahahaha isn't that some cool bean sauce?! It is my only escape.

So what do you do when your....... "boss" is doing things that you disagree with or that you believe isn't as beneficial as something else. Do you shut up and take your place or do you confront the problem and seek to rectify it and if so, how?

Stolling in my Psychedelic Shoes...10/28

October 28 should be considered a national cop hating day! It will be in my book for sure! Today two of my friends, one of them being my best friend, got pulled over . So I have a general hate of cops on this unhappy/unlucky day.

Speaking of cops, I was racing home with gas for our lawn mower and I was jammin' out to the radio and off of a sudden i hear sirens. So of course, taking into account today's events or not, I freak out. I mean just a little bit, but enough to so i about poop my pants and have a heart attack. So I'm frantically skipping from mirror to mirror and window to window and I don't see any cops or anyone being pulled over but the sirens are still wailing! And really loud too. Then I realize it the FREAKING SONG ON DANG RADIO!!!! So I pull over anyway just until I can breathe again. Then j continue onward going about 10 under just to be safe. I must say one of the more scary moments in my innocent life.

Although there was much trials and tribulations today there is need for rejoice! I found a new favorite activity: recoding the answering message! Oh my gosh so funny! A little off key but still hilarious! Call and see. (435-563-2453)

Tomorrow is food day in seminary so I made my Grandma's special brownies! I can't wait to show off my cooking skills and my Grandmother's genius! Bet you all wished you were in my seminary class.